Actions have consequences. We all know that. Sometimes when it comes time to face those consequences though, we do everything we can to avoid it or to hide our guilt. Is that so surprising? That is, after all, what father Adam taught us to do (Genesis 3:6-13). A much more Christian response is one showed by someone who wasn’t a Christian at all — David (2 Samuel 12:1-25).
I was reminded of this human tendency — the tendency to try to hide our sin — when reading another blog post this morning. This post told of a 14 year-old girl in Texas who gave birth to a baby boy in a school bathroom, then stuffed his mouth with toilet paper and drowned him in the toilet. As the author of the blog post states:
I cannot imagine the terror and despair this girl must have been experiencing during her pregnancy — knowing how fundamentally altered her life would be once the child was born, fearing her parents’ reactions, fearing the sideways looks and hushed glances from classmates and people in general, fearing the great unknown of motherhood. Her fears were real and resulted in the death of a baby boy. She was paralyzed by those fears during the pregnancy, undoubtedly wishing it would “just go away,” but without the means or wherewithal to procure an abortion — who knows about the father of her child. But wishing her pregnancy would simply go away only resulted in that paralysis that allows time to pass and the natural consequences of chosen behavior to come to fulfillment. She gave birth nearly nine months after having sex, as nature dictates, after weeks of fear-induced inaction and useless wishing it away. She was afraid. Her son is dead. Her fears, however, were based entirely on a lie.
Nor can I imagine what fears this girl was facing, but I do know (as do you) that her actions were inappropriate. I would urge you to read the rest of the post. (Let me say as an aside, the blog quoted is a political blog. The reason I link to the blog is not to try to steer you into voting for one candidate or another. That is not the purpose of this blog, nor would I ever use it for that. My only reason for pointing you to the post and urging you to read it is because the author makes some very valid points about actions and consequences. Although he does not write the post with the intention of teaching a Christian lesson, there are great lessons to be found there, and I urge you to find them.)
As Christians, we are forgiven. Forgiveness though, does not mean escaping the consequences of sin in this life. I have sinned many times. Sometimes I’ve hidden this sin from others and sometimes I’ve admitted my sin and faced the consequences. Sometimes this has cost me greatly, but the eternal reward of repentence is far greater than any temporary consequences we face in this life.